And the fact that I’m smiling like a silly donkey writing this makes me even more certain I’ve once again made a very good decision in my life, even if it’s a radical change. As a matter of fact, I’m very much in love and I only see good coming out from this and the future. The duration between the two unique relationships may seem surprisingly little, and I would have to agree on that but it’s never something I will stop to reflect on because when love comes knocking, it’s more about getting on that train and seeing how far it goes. We both kind of were in the same situation, so it was easy to merge it into something beautiful. The selected time we have at hand will therefore be more precious and special I believe. It’s a long distance relationship (500km), which is an optimal format for both of us, seeing that we are both extremely busy and ambitious in our daily lives. You can say I decided to freefall and follow my heart. After the separation I found myself in control by forces I could not master and was launched into a situation that now appears to be a very convenient development in my life. It was actually a flame from the past that was reawakened (or was never soothed?). New relationship? Correct! It’s not new in all senses though. I am, however, very determined to get some kind of hamster-squirrel-rat-ape type of animal to make up for that. Caroline was also the owner of Rocco, so the chances are slim that he will ever appear in any upcoming footage.
And for that, I’m in debt and it’s also something I will never forget. I’m eternally grateful for the support you have given me, and on top of that you always believed in me and stood behind me in all my decisions. It’s not like I don’t care anymore because I do. I really appreciated and treasured the time we had together, though. This sounds very objective and cold-putting other peoples’ lives in formulas like this but when it comes down to it, this is the only life I will ever get, and therefore I’m very careful to not get into a crippling situation that makes me unhappy when I am certain there is a pathway out of it. And in this case, it was the mind-exhausting element that was working the least successfully in my life, in which I decided to disconnect myself from. It made me plunge into a very stressful situation, and I had to let go of something in my life in order to avoid a total burn out. And on top of that, I received a promotion at my daily place of work, which asks for even more responsibility.
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Instead, I was spending all existing free time on THE UNGUIDED. As far as functionality and time went, there was not enough of either to be able to put priority on a very demanding relationship.
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It eventually caught up with me in full force. However, when I quit the band I began spending more time at home than I’ve done in years. This was something that was easily ignored during my time on tour and constant absence from home. I have no problems with getting down and dirty with you and expose myself so this will be pretty personal, hope you don’t mind.įirst things first! Relationship: I came to realize that Caroline and I were in very different stages in our lives. I’m slowly getting things into perspective, and to tell you the truth, it feels like this is a really interesting turn in my life. (Live fast, die young, eh?) And somewhere in between all this, I lost my very mind I guess, hehe. To be more specific on some subjects, I broke up with my girlfriend, was robbed of my iPhone and digital camera, and found love again in a new relationship. My life has been washed over by a tidal wave of chaos (as a friend nicely put it to me) and I’ve been going through countless amounts of changes in the last few weeks. And, to be fair, I don’t exactly know where to start in this mess. Sorry for the radio silence! I can assure it was due to good reasons. 14:57:46 I'll return to the scene of the crime
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